2009-03-28 - 12:37 p.m.
I know, hadn't logged on the compy in almost 24 hours! IMAGINE! :p I'll start from Thursday: not much to say except I was very tired from the job fair. I got some good feedback from the lady from the school district! I'm a shoe-in for a substitute aid or clerical typist if I finally pass the math proficiency test. Afterward, I went to visit Saul with Sharon, I was a lot more lively. He was talking mostly about commissary :p and said I looked a lot more lively. I don't know why I was having such a cow and a half the day before that but I got over it. At school, I got an A on my test and we learned subcutaneous injections. I had so much sodium chloride pumped into me I feel like a bowl of Top Ramen, swear, I tasted salt in my mouth! >.< I was going to go stalking that night but Matt was way tired and so was I. I got to talk to Eloy and Teach after class for a while, telling them Happy Ceaser Chavez Day! Can we has Monday off? Si se puede! w00t!Friday, I woke up to see my dad talking to Dead Ray, the guy who used to live in the trailer in front of our house who bought my mom's van. I *had* to take a picture of him, he looked like he could be the Mario Brother's father live in the flesh!
You see what I mean? The man rocking the poofy hair next to him is my dad :p
I planned to run some errands and go to the thrift store. Didn't turn out that way quite, which was cool! I ran my errands, including going to the market to get the spaghetti fixings for my Nana's birthday dinner. I'm making meat and chicken spaghetti cos my Nana can't eat meat. After the bank and the post office, Amelinda called to help her with a paper. I went down there and got some progress done on the paper, but then put it on hold to get her car and go to the DMV. Before that I bought a pretty white dress off her, it's what I've been looking for, I'm going to wear it on Easter! The car didn't pass a smog solely because the check engine light wouldn't come on so Amelinda was pretty upset at the DMV when they couldn't give her an extension. We also found out her speedometer didn't work anymore. O.O
We drowned our frustrations in raspberry tea and sushi goodness at the World Buffet with Vane`. Saul called me, we had a good little convo about people I've been talking or not talking to and told me not to buy his commissary goods yet. Rawr. We had an awesome time joking around, laughing up a storm and eating too much. We then went to Avenue and Ross where I found the cutest dresses, one I really wanted but I didn't have enough money. They have some interesting graphic shoes from Sketchers there I'd never seen before.
Koi fish made me think of Tako :)
Mermaids for Amelindy
Locks, hearts and keys for Sauli and Me! <3
The next few pictures is what my Cousin Robbie would call "One of the Signs of the Apocalypse" as I am wearing white. :p
I was really digging the bold border, print and ivory colour!
All my favourite colours! I adored the red trim, the paisley design drew me
THIS is the dress I really wanted! I call it the Teacher Dress, very professional!
the Boho style drew me but the empire waist made me cringe
After that, Jamba juice and Torrid where I got the *cutest* and very comfortable heels and nice looking shirt per Torta's advice. Yes, I saw Torta, first time in months, maybe a year? He lookes really good, trim, happy! I was glad to see him! He was playing the fashion consultant for me and Amelindy, it was too funny! I got insperado for my next possible Halloween costume: retro cigarette vendor gal! Cigars? Ciggarettes? hehe! We went to the Mexican shirt store, found some funny shirts I wanted to buy for Tako :) Got two Hello Kitty stickers at Hot Topic: one original and one with a skull bow =^..^= We also took advantage of a clearance deal at a cart that was selling glass hearts, they're soooo pretty! And it was only 3 for $15, buy 3 get one free! I'm going back today to get my mom one for Mother's Day.
these shoes are so comfy, swear, I can tango in them!
the necklaces I bought, all the strings are interchangeable!
close-up of the glass hearts, aren't they just darling?
Amelinda y Torta, glamour queens!
"Will Cook for Cerveza" yup!
Cerveza today, Menudo tomorrow!!! How many times have you been there?
LOL!
When I got home I was going to write a blog and relax when Vidal out of the blue called me to come talk. It was nice of him to invite me so I did. He told me right away that he's going to the marines as a career which is something he'd been talking about for a long time but it's still a bit of a surprise to hear it from him, I'm admirable of anyone who wants to join the service but I fear for them. We talked for about an hour in his garage while we both had katanas in our laps and yet I was not afraid. It was weird being in that garage again, it still smelled the same, being in there made me feel a little like I was 19 again, a little vulnerable, a little awkward. It's weird how he used to know everything and nothing about me and we kept running back to each other when we knew it was a very destructive yet passionate relationship. But time changes things, and it certainly has changed us both into different people that we both now appreciate in a platonic setting though there's that strange tension still. He jokingly tried to hit me with the katana, tripped out on my nape piercing, squeezed my leg a few times, put my foot on his knee and petted me on the head like a little girl. It was strange but we always were strange. Him touching me a little bit (even in that playful way) made me realize just how contact starved I am. I haven't been able to touch my babe in so long and I haven't wanted to touch anyone but him cos I know it wouldn't be him. *sigh*
shadow play
this is how I'll want to remember him, though I miss his long hair...oi
After I dropped Vidal off at a friend's house, I moseyed on over to stalk Matt. I brought him a Pespi and we talked outside of his work about concerts, how our rooms our decorated, how I haven't vandalized his car yet, drinking, how different we were from elementary school, middle and high school to now, internet shows and saw two people get pulled over by the cops into the joining parking lot. It was pretty awesome. We hadn't seen each other in years, barely started talking like two years ago? again and we're fast becoming good friends that we may have been in school had things been different I suppose. I'm glad I've gained a new old friend. :p I need more friends like him.
I came home at 2am, not wanting to do anything but get warm and go to sleep. I slept really really well, even woke up when I was supposed to at 7am to go to morning mass! I felt good making my obligation. When I came home, I made breaky and the tax man came to drop off our tax stuffs. I'm going to mail my stuff today, I wanty my monies nao!!! I NEED! I'm going to run some more errands now, do a little shopping. I'm listening to a REALLY (!!!!) awesome Santogold playlist on youtube, I'm in rapture with it right now!!! <3 <3 <3 I'm going to church and a party later tonight, my first time being sober at one in a vuuuuury long time, should be interesting. I hope I get to see Tako soon, I miss him. And I need to kidnap Tonzy once he's back from Life Teen retreat!!! I'm still debating whether or not to try to come back as a core team, if they'd even want me back, I'm still scared to come back but I'll leave it God's hands, we'll see were I'm most needed.
I want to dye Easter eggs already! I still have 3+ dozen from LAST year I didn't do anything with!! My plan is to make confetti eggs with shredded up love letters from certain exes. Yes. >:)
I feel awesome, I know after confession I'll feel more awesome. :3
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"The me right now wouldn't want to be friends with me when I was in high school"
